These PleasurePractices are a record of my explorations with medibation — masturbation as meditation. Exploring self-touch and self-pleasure from new angles.
Not so much a ‘how-to’ but more a series of ‘what-ifs’. I share these openly along with an invitation for you to explore your own what-ifs:
What might you like to give to yourself, and to receive? What might you try that you’ve never tried before? What pleasure might you create? And what else might you discover?
I want to call in my magic.
I want to call in my power.
I offer myself to something greater – it is time to fully claim my soul’s magnificence.
I bind my breasts together to make them stand proud and to bring my nipples close enough that I can touch them both at the same time: the flat of my palm grazing them and sending instant requests to my cunt.
I massage lube over and inside me. Firm strokes. Awakening, enlivening strokes.
My palm brings my nipples to stiff attention. My fingers enter me, preparing the pathway for deep magic.
Now, it begins.
With fingers of one hand, I begin to circle my clit. My other hand moves to my face and an anointed finger matches the rhythm below as it draws circles on my brow, over my third eye chakra.
I am bringing my vision to life.
Calling in my power.
Stoking my desires with my sexual energy.
Potent. Powerful. Purposeful.
I am strong.
I am feeding my hunger so it can roar from a place of having rather than lacking.
I am my own power – my own pleasure.
I am magical and magnificent.
I welcome it all: the colours, the sounds, the sensations.
I take it all.
And – from that place – I create.
Do you want to explore more? Sue Sutherland of The Feel Institute is offering a 3-part, online course during March 2021, for people with a vulva: Self-touch, vulvae, and sex toys. (click the link for more info and to book)
I am assisting as part of Sue’s Crew and would love to see you there!